I need the Positie thinking.

I saw "Legally blonde2"(in Japan "Cuty blonde2") on DVD.
And I lerned I need the Positive thinking.
I offen(always?) have some negative thinking.
Then I bekomme dark.
But Ell is so positive and she clears any ploblems.
I thought I have to follow her.
So I try to think positive since now.
I do.

・・・Why do I write in English today?
I don't know.
Perhaps just I saw the movie in English (ofcause with Japanese words..).
But it's difficult to tipe in English, because I've tiped in German.
Perhaps there are some wrong points, I think..
But don't think anything!
Please just read this, my dialy :'-(

And good night, have a good sleep^^*